Relaxing

During the school year i find it very hard to relax. I feel guilty when i am not doing school work, and stressed when i am doing school work. No matter what i will always have a test or assignment coming up, that i always find the need to be working on. There is always something i should be doing. The only time i am truly relaxed is during the 1st month of summer, by the 2nd month i am to stressed about school starting again. I think it is amazing that people can have a job while in school, i know that i could not do it. I spend all my time doing school work, my life is school. When i decide to watch TV because i did all of my chemistry homework i feel guilty, like i did not deserve to take a break. Even during march break and christmas i feel like i should be doing homework. I know that it is not rational to never take a break, but that is what i feel like. I feel the need to beat the odds and do the best in school as possible.